
Am I Having Fun Now?
Anxiety, Applause and Life's Big Questions, Answered
$22.05
- Paperback
320 pages
- Release Date
15 September 2026
Summary
The instant Sunday Times bestseller.
‘A brave and vulnerable book by a very, very funny woman’ - Joe Lycett ‘A brilliant representation of anxiety made hilarious’ - Romesh Ranganathan ‘Only Suzi Ruffell can take anxiety & make it funny. Relatable, hilarious & educational to boot’ - Aisling Bea
Does peaking in high school ruin you for life? Was Miley Cyrus right, is it all about the climb (when it comes to building a career?) And what - scientifically - is the best way …
Book Details
| ISBN-13: | 9781035036905 |
|---|---|
| ISBN-10: | 1035036908 |
| Author: | Suzi Ruffell |
| Publisher: | Pan Macmillan |
| Imprint: | Bluebird |
| Format: | Paperback |
| Number of Pages: | 320 |
| Release Date: | 15 September 2026 |
| Weight: | 224g |
| Dimensions: | 197mm x 130mm x 21mm |
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Critics Review
An honest, thoughtful and superb accompaniment to our anxious times. This is not just a book by a very funny comedian. It also acts as a soothing balm to the mysterious symptoms of anxiety. A brave and vulnerable book by a very, very funny woman. – Joe Lycett, author of Parsnips, ButteredFunny, compassionate and true. Ruffell’s wit and kindness on the page soothes the soul and makes you feel less alone. – Elizabeth Day, author of How to Fail People will love this book. – James Acaster, comedian and author of Perfect Sound Whatever A brilliant representation of anxiety made hilarious. – Romesh Ranganathan, comedian and author of As Good As It GetsOnly Suzi Ruffell can take anxiety & make it funny. Relatable, hilarious & educational to boot. – Aisling BeaBrilliantly honest, beautifully written and will help so many people. – Josh Widdicombe, comedian and author of Watching Neighbours Twice a Day….
An excellent book, I want to give everyone I know - from my teenage niece to my sixty-year-old Dad.So brilliant.
– Maisie Adam, comedianA beautifully sensitive book from one of Britain’s best comedians. – Tom Allen, comedian and author of No Shame Honest, hilarious and totally relatable. Simply wonderful, I related so hard to every chapter. I LOVED IT. – Rosie Jones, comedianA really funny and honest book. A work of such importance. – Jon Richardson, comedian and author of It’s Not Me, It’s You! Moving, funny, real, warm and beautiful. Fantastic. – Giovanna Fletcher, author of Happy Mum, Happy Baby Suzi has managed to write a memoir that acts as confidante, agony aunt and your best friend in one warm, honest and beautifully written book. – Jen Brister, comedian and author of The Other Mother God, it made me laugh, at the same time think “oh yep-that’s like my little anxious brain box too” comfort and LOLs from one of the best in the biz. – Ellie Taylor, comedian and author of My Child and Other Mistakes A warm, witty and fantastically honest memoir * DIVA Magazine *About The Author
Suzi Ruffell
Suzi Ruffell is an award-winning stand-up comedian, writer, radio presenter, and podcast host. She appears regularly on television favorites such as Live at the Apollo, The Jonathan Ross Show, and Mock the Week, and sells out headline shows at leading venues around the country. Her video clips, covering topics from smear tests to having a “geezer dad,” have been viewed by tens of millions on TikTok, YouTube, and Instagram.
Suzi’s hit podcasts include Like Minded Friends with Tom Allen, Big Kick Energy with Maisie Adam, and nine seasons of her solo offering, Out. On Out, she has interviewed LGBTQ+ luminaries including Dame Kelly Holmes, Self Esteem, Scott Mills, Hannah Gadsby, the Reverend Richard Coles, Mae Martin, and Skin.
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