The Dirt Beneath Our Door, 9781637747292
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Cult escape, motherhood, and resilience blooming in unexpected freedom.
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The Dirt Beneath Our Door

my journey to freedom after escaping a polygamous mormon cult

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  • Hardcover

    336 pages

  • Release Date

    13 October 2025

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Summary

Escaping Zion: A Mother’s Fight for Freedom

“Jones’ remarkable story is impossible to put down.” —Booklist

For fans of Educated and The Sound of Gravel, The Dirt Beneath Our Door tells the remarkable and inspirational story of how a mother escaped a fundamentalist Mormon cult with her eight youngest children, only to struggle with newfound freedom in an America she barely knew.

Sixty-one siblings. Five sister wives. Nine children. An…

Book Details

ISBN-13:9781637747292
ISBN-10:1637747292
Author:Pamela Jones, Elizabeth Ridley
Publisher:BenBella Books
Imprint:Matt Holt Books
Format:Hardcover
Number of Pages:336
Release Date:13 October 2025
Weight:533g
Dimensions:229mm x 152mm
What They're Saying

Critics Review

“This is a story of incredible courage and determination. Pamela was brainwashed as a young child and abused throughout her childhood and into adulthood. Most of us would have simply given up. But not Pamela. Today, Pamela has inspired many others living in oppressive conditions to do what she did, escape into freedom and a better life, not just for herself but also for her children. This book touched my heart and will linger in my memory.” —David Crow, Award-Winning Author, The Pale-Faced Lie  “Pamela’s story redefines the American dream. Her sheer determination to create a better life for herself and her loved ones shines through every page. Watching her transform from a timid handmaiden into a successful businesswoman is an awe-inspiring journey that should be required reading for all.”  —Silvia Zderchuk, Founder, Silvie Academy  “The Dirt Beneath Our Door isn’t just another memoir—it’s an inspiring story that shows what’s possible when we push past our limitations. Pamela’s raw journey through faith, family, and destiny will make you want to face the voice in your head holding you back … Your dreams aren’t waiting for permission—they’re waiting for action.” —Vera LaRee, Founder, PureVee Organics  “From the first gripping chapter, this beautifully written memoir often reads like a thriller. Married at 15 and forced to live in a succession of squalid places at the whim of her husband, the grandson of a cult founder, Pamela finds the strength to risk everything to find personal freedom, love, and a better life. She endures so much cruelty, but her courage in the face of it will inspire and move readers everywhere.”   —Jeffrey D. Boldt, Author, Blue Lake and Big Lake Troubles

About The Author

Pamela Jones

Pamela Jones was born and raised in a polygamous Mormon cult in Mexico and escaped at age 34 with nothing but her children, the clothes on her back, and less than a fifth-grade education. After settling in Minnesota, she began cleaning houses with her youngest daughter strapped to her back. At the time of her escape, Pamela had only signed her name nine times: on each of her children’s birth certificates. Today, as the CEO of My Girls Cleaning, LLC, the multi-million-dollar company she founded in 2001, Pamela routinely signs dozens of checks every month as part of her thirty-five employees’ monthly payroll. Pamela lives in the Twin Cities with her husband, Rick, and is a proud mom of nine and grandmother of 36.

Elizabeth Ridley is the author of five novels, including Searching for Celia, and coauthor of four memoirs, including Waging the War Within, Incredibull Stella, and Saving Sadie. A two-time writing fellowship recipient, she has a bachelor’s degree in journalism from Northwestern University and a master’s degree in creative writing from The University of East Anglia in Norwich, England, where she studied under former British Poet Laureate Sir Andrew Motion.

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