Not Even This

In clear, nimble, and dexterous prose, Underwood launches a capacious quest toward the unknown and maps the limits of knowledge via artmaking’s potent yet elusive role in amplifying the unknowable. All this revolves and hovers over the intimate negotiation of perhaps the deepest mystery of all: fatherhood - and with it the precarious wonder, the fraught yet ever-vital annals of parenting and love – Ocean Vuong, author of On Earth We’re Briefly GorgeousA thoughtful essay-memoir on parenthood, in which Underwood recounts how he learned to manage his angst - “to live within the fear” - by embracing uncertainty … [Underwood] is a lucid and engaging companion. The voice that comes through in these pages is immensely likable - humble, conscientious and emotionally intelligent – Houman Baraket * Guardian *Clever, cosmic, moving and funny; parenting, physics and poetry adventure … It’s wonderful. – Max Porter * via Twitter *Reading Not Even This felt like waking up in a clearer, stranger and more beautiful world, with some new and holistic grasp of theoretical physics, finance and philosophy, poetry and parenthood. Every other page made me cry. Underwood writes with such intellectual generosity and emotional precision, by turns as consoling as a hug and vertiginous as a sudden fall. It’s a magical book. An incantation to be fully present, fully concerned, fully alive – Luke Kennard‘Underwood has the playful wisdom of Frank O’Hara, a Keatsian dedication to finding and worshipping joy, and a knack for giving frivolity, play and silliness a degree of serious attention’ * TLS *

Jack Underwood is a poet, writer and critic. His debut collection of poems Happiness was published by Faber in 2015 and won the Somerset Maugham Award. He is a recipient of an Eric Gregory Award, and a draft of NOT EVEN THIS was shortlisted for the Arts Foundation’s prize for Creative Non-fiction in 2017. His work has appeared in The Poetry Review, Poetry London, Five Dials, The New Statesman, the Observer, TLS, Poetry, The White Review and Tate etc., as well as internationally and in translation. He is a senior lecturer in English and Creative Writing at Goldsmiths College.