Not Even This

In clear, nimble, and dexterous prose, Underwood launches a capacious quest toward the unknown and maps the limits of knowledge via artmaking’s potent yet elusive role in amplifying the unknowable. All this revolves and hovers over the intimate negotiation of perhaps the deepest mystery of all: fatherhood - and with it the precarious wonder, the fraught yet ever-vital annals of parenting and love – Ocean Vuong, author of On Earth We’re Briefly GorgeousA thoughtful essay-memoir on parenthood, in which Underwood recounts how he learned to manage his angst - “to live within the fear” - by embracing uncertainty … [Underwood] is a lucid and engaging companion. The voice that comes through in these pages is immensely likable - humble, conscientious and emotionally intelligent – Houman Baraket * Guardian *Clever, cosmic, moving and funny; parenting, physics and poetry adventure … It’s wonderful. – Max Porter * via Twitter *Reading Not Even This felt like waking up in a clearer, stranger and more beautiful world, with some new and holistic grasp of theoretical physics, finance and philosophy, poetry and parenthood. Every other page made me cry. Underwood writes with such intellectual generosity and emotional precision, by turns as consoling as a hug and vertiginous as a sudden fall. It’s a magical book. An incantation to be fully present, fully concerned, fully alive – Luke Kennard‘Underwood has the playful wisdom of Frank O’Hara, a Keatsian dedication to finding and worshipping joy, and a knack for giving frivolity, play and silliness a degree of serious attention’ * TLS *

Jack Underwood is an award-winning poet, writer and critic. First published as part of the Faber New Poets series in 2009, he is author of two collections of poetry, Happiness (Faber, 2015) and A Year in the New Life (Faber, 2021). He is senior lecturer in creative writing at Goldsmiths College and Not Even This is his debut book of non-fiction.

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