If Only In Our Dreams

Ben Montgomery: I'm not sure if I've ever believed in love at first sight. In my forty-five years on this earth, the only sort of love I've known is the unconditional, soul-healing kind I have for my twin daughters. But when I meet a sweet, flirtatious man dressed in all black with circles under his eyes even darker than his eyeliner-I'm immediately captivated. Robin Johnson makes me smile more than anyone I've ever met. He's emo-goth and a walking ball of sunshine. He's giggles and quips and yet deep beneath the surface, he hides an overwhelming sadness. And though I know he's only in town for a short time, there isn't much I wouldn't do to make Robin's life just a little bit more merry. Even if it means admitting that love at first sight isn't a fairy tale, after all.

Robin "Trashmouth" Johnson: Years of constant touring, with sleepless nights on the road and in countless hotels has taken its toll on both my body and my mental state. It's a lifestyle that's left me exhausted and wrecked, but also afraid to slow down, afraid to stop running. The truth is, I've always been running-from my past, from my family, from myself. But visiting my brother, Miles, and his new husband this holiday season in their quiet Vermont town feels like just the break I need to figure out my next step in life. And after a chance encounter with a sexy stranger, who turns out to be more than I ever could have wished for, I wonder if maybe a rolling stone could learn to grow roots.

If Only In Our Dreams is a standalone Holiday MM romance with high heat, a HEA, and no cliffhangers. Includes a blossoming friends-to-lovers romance between a single father and his adorably flirty emo-punk shadow. Together these two are warm, snarky, and tooth-achingly sweet. If you like funny stories with lots of banter, holiday magic, positive mental health rep, edging, graphic steam, and the slowest, sweetest of all burns then read on!

Fae has once again, spun her magic. GAHHHHH THESE BOYSSSSSS. Ok, ok, ok. Deep breath... Rooster is a sweet baby Angel that deserves all the love in the world. And when I say all the love in the world, I mean just that. I could just cry right now thinking of how ridiculously sweet he is ������������������������. Trent has a good heart, a flirty smile, and a fun-loving mind! He is ALSO a sweet baby Angel! The story gets you into both of their minds and hearts. Honestly, there is no better place to be. If I could just pack up all my things, and live in the hearts of Rooster and Trent, I heckin WOULD. Seriously, what a beautiful and fitting continuation in the world of Let Your Hearts be Light! Now let's talk about our littlest sweet baby Angel, Bubba. Like... STAHP. He is the most emotionally mature child, sneaky, and plotting, but for all the right reasons! I adored his snark and think he adds so much to the story. I read this entire thing from start to finish with a HUGE smile on my face, and several squeals and incoherent screeches! It's the way I handle my cute aggression. If I could turn back time, I would read this book again for the first time. I cannot WAIT for what's nexttt!!! - Reviewer

Miles is so freaking relatable with his anxiety. He is so sweet and I love him so much. Trent is so protective and a flirting genius! Bubba, that kid is adorable and so so sassy. The three of them together? Amazing! One thing I love about Fae's writing and story telling is that she can make you fall in love with the characters so quickly. Like one chapter they're strangers and the next they're family. - Reviewer

Fae is obsessed with anything romance. From a young age she realized she had a passion for falling in love over and over again. She loves to tell stories through both her art and writing. With a passion for classical monsters, meet-cutes, and contemporary romance you can often find her with her nose stuck in a book and her pet corgi Champa on her lap. She currently resides in Utah with her amazing husband and her collection of squishmallows.

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