Y/N

"A woman falls for a K-pop star at a distance in this thoughtful romance for the online age." THE GUARDIAN

It's as if her life only began once Moon appeared in it. The desultory copywriting work, the boyfriend, and the want of anything not-Moon quickly fall away when she beholds the idol in concert, where Moon dances as if his movements are creating their own gravitational field; on live streams, as fans from around the world comment in dozens of languages; even on skincare products endorsed by the wildly popular Korean boy band, of which Moon is the youngest, most luminous member. Seized by ineffable desire, our unnamed narrator begins writing Y/N fanfic-in which you, the reader, insert [Your/Name] and play out an intimate relationship with the unattainable star.

Then Moon suddenly retires, vanishing from the public eye. As Y/N flies from Berlin to Seoul to be with Moon, our narrator, too, journeys to Korea in search of the object of her love. There, an escalating series of mistranslations and misidentifications land her at the headquarters of the Kafkaesque entertainment company that manages the boyband until, at a secret location, together with Moon at last, art and real life approach their final convergence.

From a conspicuous new talent comes Y/N, a provocative literary debut about the universal longing for transcendence and the tragic struggle to assert one's singular story amidst the amnesiac effects of globalization. Crackling with the intellectual sensitivity of Elif Batuman and the sinewy absurdism of Thomas Pynchon, Esther Yi's prose unsettles the boundary between high and mass art, exploding our expectations of a novel about "identity" and offering in its place a sui generis picture of the loneliness that afflicts modern life.

"In her funny, short, brilliantly oddball debut, the American novelist Esther Yi has found a fresh, electric way of saying "Screw you" to the marriage plot with a furiously clever tale of a female copywriter who becomes infatuated with a member of a Korean boy band.... Unlike the formulaic pop material she animates here, Yi has fashioned a novel that is witty, self-knowing and, extraordinarily, far beyond categorisation." - The Sunday Times

'The New York Times - 100 Notable Books of 2023 "A story of obsession. Weird and wondrous." - The New York Times

'"Y/N is an utterly brilliant, shining, and mesmerizing debut that will make you rethink everything you know about fandom, celebrity, and parasocial relationships."' - COSMOPOLITAN (A Best Book of 2023 so far)

'"[A] wondrous and strange first novel . . . Y/N resists the junkiness of the internet . . . the fanfics and the livestreams and endless comments. All that writing, that global 'content,' is now so ubiquitous, so endless, so cheap-ChatGPT, bonjour-it comes to seem like a toxic cloud, against which a well-formed novel like this counteracts, a blast of cleansing heat."' - The New York Times

'[A] clever debut... a true novel of the era.' - ELLE (A Most Anticipated Book of 2023)

Esther Yi was born in Los Angeles in 1989 and currently lives in Leipzig, Germany. Y/N is her debut novel.

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