A searing yet ultimately uplifting young adult novel about a teenage girl's recovery from anorexia
A searing yet ultimately uplifting young adult novel about a teenage girl's recovery from anorexia
What sixteen-year-old Elizabeth has lost so far: forty pounds, four jean sizes, a boyfriend, and her peace of mind. As a result, she's finally a size zero. She's also the newest resident at Wallingfield, a treatment center for girls like her-girls with eating disorders. Elizabeth is determined to endure the program so she can go back home, where she plans to start restricting her food intake again. She's pretty sure her mom, who has her own size-zero obsession, needs treatment as much as she does. Then Elizabeth begins receiving mysterious packages. Are they from her ex-boyfriend, a secret admirer, or someone playing a cruel trick? This eloquent debut novel rings with authenticity as it follows Elizabeth's journey to taking an active role in her recovery, hoping to get back all that she lost.
“What I Lost :" What I Lost is a book about what I imagine it's really like for a teen with anorexia-the struggles to want to stay thin but also having the desire to get well. It's a book that will make you realize that anorexia is not something to be waved off, it's not a 'vanity' disease-it's something so much more than that. Ballard does an exceptional job in her portrayal of a girl who wants to get well but needs the loving support of family, friends, and the right healthcare establishment to recover." -Stephanie Elliot, author of Sad Perfect”
"Readers will root for the novel's likable main character and gain some understanding of the complexity of her illness at the same time." --Kirkus Reviews
"Through Elizabeth's painful uphill battle, newcomer Ballard skillfully illustrates that although unhealthy eating habits may start as a choice, an eating disorder is a complicated illness that cannot be battled without support and vigilance." --Publishers Weekly
Alexandra Ballard has worked as a magazine editor, middle-school English teacher, freelance writer, and cake maker. She holds master's from both Columbia (journalism) and Fordham (education) and spent ten years in the classroom, beginning in the Bronx and ending up in the hills of Berkeley, California, with her husband and two daughters. What I Lost is Alexandra Ballard's debut novel. Visit her online at alexandraballard.com
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